I have a new site. This site's far too old.

& this username is pretty damn gay.

I'm using this journal again because I like this one, though i hate the username. No I do not love kevin. It should be iihatekeviin haha cute!

Um ok, so Richie came over today. We just wanted to hang out..But while we were walking, the cops came by and stopped us. I thought it was because we were smoking, but it turns out the neighbor called the cops on him because he went to the fucking wrong house, and supposidly he was suspicious. My adress is 4805 squire, hers is 4805 stratford, and we corner eachother. Probably because he looks like he's black and greendale is so rasicst. So he saved my ass from being arrested for smoking, but he got arrested and I feel really bad.

I am so mad. I went over to our neibors after she started me down as I walked back home, and asked "what are you staring at fucking bitch" then I went by her house, rang the door, and she didn't awsner.

So yeah, it's gay. And I really hope Jaci won't be mad at me for hanging out with him since he is her X. But honestly I didn't want to hang out, just because my house is so boring. And for his sake, we shoudln't have. Or I should have been smart enough to tell him it's a red house. And I feel really bad now. I'm going to help him as much as I can. If he's in trouble i'll get mark to help him out, since he's above the cops.

Okay i'm going to my dads. Bye, as if anyone is reading this.

Okkkk school is going great!! I seriously fucking love it now bcuz I have Jenny in 3 of my classes and Jaci in 1. It's greatt!! The rest of them are kina shitty bcuz I don't talk. Idk anyone in there, they're all boys. Besides those classes schools fucking fun. Also some ppl came to my school and talked to me about getting back at ghs. It will probably be next year. Since me and Natalie both have bio and gemotry we'll be in the same classes. (I get to pick whos class i wanna be in and I get to come in late) So sweet. But that'll be when i'm ready to come back.

Okay..so I had to think really long about that comment Ang. Basicly the basic reasons why i'm sad is first, i hate my self. I hate myself so badly, how I look, who I am, that it makes me sad. I hate the fact i'm shy. I hate how people talk about me. The divorce makes me sad too :/ Loved people putting me down and a lot of things I don't want to talk about. I'd write this in your journal, but a couple days ago one of your bf's friends talked mad shit to me, and I don't need anymore of it.

I miss who I use to be. Until now, I forgot who I was. I think I probably am the same person, just a little more matured lol? I've changed for people. People hated me because I was happy, so I didn't let it show. When I got depressed, I tryed to act hapy. If somone called me fat, I woudln't eat. Eh so I fucked up. But w.e it doesn't matter what ppl say anymore.

Angie this entry is all for you! I hope you see it. I love you and I miss you. I remember all those good times we had. We were so close.   :(  We had some amazing times together haha that sounds sick. But they were amazing. Mabye if I come back to GHS we can have more good times. I'm about done..

<3 Jenny

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